Lost Control

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bài này từng rất ám ảnh anh trong nữa năm trời

em nghe bài này ko bị ám ảnh

chỉ thấy rất dễ chịu

vì em không thất tình =))

ủa, bài này về thất tình à =))

nghe lại lyric đi cô gái

em chỉ nghe giọng anh nào đó hát thật ngọt, thật êm

với nghe được mấy câu chán nản so cool

hay nhất là, giọng ngọt vậy

nên lời dù rất thảm

cũng ko thấy sầu

chỉ thấy giống như được an ủi

đây là kiểu em thích nhất

lời rất thảm, nhưng hát chỉ có đẹp, ko có sầu

ko cố tình làm vẻ sầu bi

sầu bi nghe nhiều đâm mệt -> ghét

và em sẽ dựa vào bài này mà làm tiêu chí chọn bài cho album Doom Metal mang cái tên For Rainy Nights bá đạo: buồn và đẹp

và ko sầu ko thảm

làm người ta đứng trong đường hầm mà thấy được ánh sáng

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Life.. has betrayed me once again
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony
and it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end,
I've realized what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control
Lost control...

[Lyrics & Music: D.Patterson]

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A good fellow once told me, this song obsessed him, for half a year, more or less. In return, I said that it didn't happen to me at all, no obsessions, only cosy feelings. He pointed out that it was because I did not suffer a heartache, or more particularly (which he did not spit out), a betrayal, with the demand of me to listen to the song carefully again. I did like he said. And this is what I heard: "Life has betrayed me once again".

You know what is the best in this song to me? The word "Life". First line of the song showed up and I knew that it was what I wanted to hear, what I wanted to know.

The good fellow of mine told wrong. The song announced that it was Life that had betrayed you. Not any girls, or any kind of human being, did that to you. That may be the wisest, the worthiest listening thing on earth to me. It ain't a big deal. It's just Life (has betrayed you) (once again).

And I enjoyed the rest of the song, a little smile on the lips. What could matter anymore, when you already knew the greatest secret of the universe (Your Life has betrayed you). The following lines brought the taste of poetry to my mind, as I accepted the fact which was just told previously.

"Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground?

...Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?"

I am falling. That's fine. I wonder how much longer till I hit the ground, I'm curious about it. I am breaking down, that's just a step down, a fall. Whatever it could be, it wouldn't be what you could imagine. I probably prefer to be alone, to not condemn you more.

And the stream flows, telling me I'm coming to an end. If Life is the only counted reason for all of the whole thing happening, then I should just shut the fuck up and admit to myself that I've lost control, all the way. I lost the right of control, my so rightful right to my life. I let it go that way. That is my responsibility. And my fucking responsibility now to my life is to choose, to fall or not to fall. To be or not to be.

After all, it's not the message of the song that I've just written above. Create your own catchy thoughts of this song as I created mine there.

P.S: Sorry I haven't learned yet how to write all these things not in English. There's always something freaky about me. Be kind and wise!

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Tôi cảm thấy nghe Doom giống như nghe nhạc vàng, một chút chậm, một chút sầu, một chút rời rạc, và được nghe để tự thấy thương mình.

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